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Jan 7, 2013

Rejected–The Submission treadmill

seanandSo yesterday got another rejection of my first story.  It was expected but obviously I’d have been happy if that expectation was dashed.  I am chronicling my experience and my feelings as part of my “journey” to becoming a fiction writer.

I tweeted the result on twitter and got a number of very comforting and encouraging messages.  Not that I was fishing for pity.  But it was interesting to hear from both well published writers and those just a few steps ahead of me, that they have received hundreds of rejections.

Still it was hard going through the list of available markets and assessing which one to send it out to next.  Of course I had just read a brilliant story by Ken Lui the previous day which didn’t help – one of those stories that make you want to not bother writing because if they can have Ken Lui, they ain’t going to want Sean Wright.

But that’s the insecure writer in me talking, and as brilliant as Lui is, he wasn’t born writing Single-Bit Error, he had to get there the same way as everyone else.

So in the end I buried the insecure writer alongside the pessimistic inner editor (these guys must have brothers or clones, seriously you get rid of one and another pops up) and sent it out again.  If it’s out there it’s still working.  I can forget about it for a month.

I started another story too, which is good practice, it’s 400 words in and the concept is complete from beginning to end, so I feel good about finishing it.

So back on the treadmill. Learn to enjoy the making of the story not just the end product.


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Re: The Ken Liu thing - I just got the same feeling a couple of months ago reading Silently and Very Fast by Cat Valente, which crushed my will to write because I could never, even be that good. Never mind the fact that it was a story I'd never have thought up or experience the slightest compulsion to write, good old reliable illogical-writer-insecurity turned up to give me a good slap anyway.

The only way through it is to shake it off and keep going. Or so I am reliably informed :)
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The thing is that both Ken and Cat probably have felt the same way about other writers at some stage (heck they probably still do).
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We'll keep telling ourselves that hey :)
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Sorry to hear about the rejection but congratulations on the acquisition of another badge of writing honour!

I know why you mean about "talent intimidation" - I feel the same every time I read a great short story. I like your thoughts on your place on the writer's career path. I think I read somewhere that you have to put in a few thousand hours on any skill before you become proficient - by that count I still have quite a bit of practice to go.

Thanks for documenting your progress on the path to publication - very inspiring for those of us out there trying to get to the point where we are good enough writers to be published!

-m

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Am thinking I should have generated an achievement badge .jpg for this post.

1000 hours sounds about right. I can look forward to being published in 2017 :D

I am chuffed that you get some benefit some benefit out of the posts.
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Sue said:

Look at it this way. You have a story that didn't exist before and you're already working on another one. At some stage, an anthology will come up that will be perfect for what you have written. I sold a story that had won the Mary Grant Bruce Award, but had been lurking in my folders, when, suddenly, someone was buying library themed stories(it was a ghost story set in a library). My Snow White story had been rejected and lying around for YEARS before Mythic Resonance wanted myth and folk tale stories. And then there was my novel - rejected by every YA publisher in Australia before a lady who had liked it but had to reject it before needed a complete MS and bought it. Keep writing and submitting. Don't give up. And definitely don't go comparing yourself with other writers, however good, or you'll give up.

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